Tuesday, December 7, 2010

Life of An (Insane) Artist!

So a few people have asked me about my artwork and painting process. Just for you, I'll let you follow my process a bit through blog! :)

Alright, so this is my latest piece. It's going to be part of a four-part series of urban ballet images. Here was the initial sketch for the painting:




















As you can see, it isn't perfect. I don't plan on giving it to anyone, just establishing basics. I then sketch it onto my canvas (sorry, forgot to photograph that step! :( ) and start painting backgrounds, adding in basic shading, etc. That's where I got tonight





















It's still pretty rough. It'll need to be touched up. The slippers are going to be painted as violet silk, with the ribbons a smokey purple. All the pieces in the series are going to be black and white with a touch of color.

You'll noticed I completely changed up the background. When I decided I wanted to make all the paintings more city inspired, I decided hardwood floors and white-washed stone walls would be cooler. Besides, it gave me an excuse to slather paint for the stones with my palette knife, use my fingers and texture it with a pumice stone I found on La Push beach. It was way fun!

I'll continue keeping you up to date as I go, but now it's 6 AM and I haven't slept yet and I have work tomorrow... 80! I tend to lose time painting. But it's oh, so good :D

Launa

Update:

"Finished" painting (I may tweak later, but for tonight I'm happy :D )


Also, here's my palette cleaner for this piece. When I have too much paint left over, instead of wasting it, I do a little painting. I have to be fast so the paint doesn't dry (acrylics dry super fast) so there's no pre-sketching, no planning, just painting. I... think I am in love with this little piece. An abstract inspired by a woman's hair flying back as she runs through the night. To a lover. To a friend. To herself.

"Run to You"

Friday, December 3, 2010

Side note about a sweet deal...

Hey guys! Just wanted to give this a shout-out: http://community.livejournal.com/enchantedinkpot/75531.html

Winners get a TON of YA books, most of them signed! All you have to do to win is comment :D

Check it out!

Launa

Monday, November 29, 2010

Coming Full Circle

I'm gonna scam on another author's blog for a minute, but just because I've recently found it so incredibly useful.

First, the insanely helpful "Writing Resource" page at Cassandra Clare's website: http://www.cassandraclare.com/cms/writing#plot

and then, pulled from that page, the subject of today's blog: http://pbackwriter.blogspot.com/2007/09/novel-outlining-101.html

I'll start by admitting I never liked outlines. Writing always came easily and I was good enough to breeze through school assignments. Then I started writing the Areane Journals. I wrote the entire five book series (the first drafts) in under two years. I was truly, miraculously inspired. The plot was so intensely woven into my mind I didn't need an outline. It was one of those few moments authors dream about. I was a writing machine. I was in my groove.

I was spoiled.

Because my first attempts at writing went so quickly and relatively easily, I was shocked and frustrated when my most recent attempts at returning to YA Fantasy felt like letting blood. It wasn't that I was uninspired by the story, I just couldn't seem to make all the elements form a cohesive plot and that quickly made me frustrated.

That's when I stumbled upon Ms. Clare's website and the link about outlines. It was like a literal light bulb went off over my head. Two days later my entire book is outlined chapter by chapter and I'm ready to make another go at finishing it.

It's weird to me, looking over the outline and remembering how adamantly I refused to do them back in school. I feel like I might be the subject of a frustrated teacher's voodoo curse, but since the result of that curse is a love affair with a technique that will help my writing, I don't mind. :)

Which is my very wordy way of saying: Check out the website. You'll find everything you need to walk yourself through the process of finishing your novel.

Launa

Saturday, November 13, 2010

Storytime Saturday 3: More Faeries!

Introduction: Alright, here's a short story I wrote recently that inspired my entire idea behind the angel/faerie book I shared an excerpt from a few weeks back. I'm going to rework this piece a bit soon, but I was still proud of it so I figured why not share it here? :D Enjoy!


Electric Reality

By Launa Sorensen


When angels fell, some fell on the land, some on the sea. The former are the faeries....”

-- Orcadian saying


The city was alive. The deep hum of electrical blood vessels coursed through wire veins. Electra sped down the nearly empty, late-night streets, following the electricity to the heart; the deep, booming, throbbing beat of the underground nightclub “The Sidhe.”

She made a sharp left, her bike laying low against the concrete. She could feel the currents stream through the motorcycle, through her thick leather combat boots and into her skin, charging and powering her like a giant battery. It was a part of her, a part of the endless circuit. It made the neon studs in her ears glow and her eyes spark and flash gold, barely concealed behind the tinted eye guards over her helmet. She lived precariously, along a knife's edge of control. A moment of lost focus and the machine would explode. But she needed that extra energy tonight. It could keep her alive.

A streetlight above her head flickered and suddenly died. She pursed her lips. She hadn't made it go out. Were they following her? She gripped the handlebars tighter. The others would have no problem destroying her bike. Her love of all things electric was abomination. Her kind were too new. A mutation. If blowing her engine killed her, no one would lose any sleep.

She pushed faster. Suddenly, the trash can to her right exploded in a ball of fire. She swerved hard, nearly rolling the bike. Her muscles tightened and she clenched her jaw. So it wasn't the other faeries.

She looked over her shoulder, searching for any sign of her attacker but there was nothing. There rarely was. The ground in front of her bike cracked open. She sped around it and, for an instant, caught a glimpse of a shimmering, red light running in time with her motorcycle. She loosened her grip on one handlebar and glanced up. Four streetlights exploded over her head, showering her in glass and sparks. She felt the electricity buzz in her palm, boiling her blood and igniting between her fingers. She threw her hand to the side, a bolt of electricity bursting from her skin, making her hair stand on end. She screamed as the energy burned her hands and sent shocks cracking through her body. For an instant her heart stopped and her eyes rolled into the back of her head. It would heal almost instantly. Her ancestors had been created for this. But her blood wasn't as pure.

She recovered just in time to swerve back into her own lane. She had split a tree in half and downed an electrical wire. She heard the otherworldly howl of her attacker, screeching like a windstorm mixed with a baby's cry. She had hit it. But it wasn't dead. Now it was just angry.

The motorcycle shuddered beneath her and without warning toppled forward as if flipped like a toy by an invisible giant. She flew, the weight of the bike hard against her back, threatening to crush her beneath it, but at the last moment she felt someone grab the collar of her jacket and literally lift her away from the machine and throw her across the road. She rebounded off a parked car and landed on her chest, the wind completely knocked from her lungs.

She groaned and struggled to get up. The crash would have killed a human. Her helmet was crushed in on the right side, her leather jacket ripped and tossed across the street, the collar missing. Her motorcycle lay on its side, gushing electric blood. Her leathers had taken the bulk of the damage, but she could feel a couple potentially broken ribs and a severely sprained right wrist. She couldn't run like this. She may not be human, but a broken rib puncturing her lung would still kill her.

She pressed her hand against the car she'd hit and drew electricity directly from the battery. She groaned and tried to breathe as the power healed the worst of her damage, snapping bones back into place and pulling sprains from her muscles. It only took a few seconds, but before she could finish the demon rushed her, tackling her back to the ground. She grabbed blindly for its invisible limbs, trying to find a weakness or sense of shape. She reached back, pulling the wild electricity from her dead bike and shot it directly at her attacker. It howled and pulled her up by her face, slamming her head back into the ground. She tasted blood as dark circles swam across her eyes.

Suddenly, a blinding flash of light burst through the air not six feet above her head. Hot, wet blood that stung like acid spilled down on her. The hand on her face slackened and a great crash filed the air as the demon tipped to the side, dead, and a moment later disappeared into a mist of moonlight and static electricity.

“Not even at the Sidhe and you're already picking fights, Gizmo?”

She looked up, barely able to see through the pain. The white light vanished and a warm hand touched her brow. A feather-soft sensation of healing flooded from the top of her head and down her body, so different than the brutal healing of absorbing electricity.

“I didn't start it,” she argued weakly as she regained feeling in her mouth.

“No one ever does with demons.”

Soon she was able to see clearly again. Her rescuer leaned over her, still touching her head. His glamour had vanished, broken when he'd used his sword to save her. He was unnaturally striking, sharp and ethereal. His skin glowed like moonlight, so bright she felt she could almost see through him. Raven hair fell almost to his shoulders like a cascade of silk. His blue eyes were hard and multifaceted, shining like vibrant sapphires. He glowed as he healed her.

He hadn't changed at all in the last year.

He stood as the tips of her toes tingled with the last of his magic and glanced to the sky with all the beauty of the angels of old. Her heart ached at the sight. She glanced away.

He bent down to help her stand and she was relieved that the hand that reached for her looked human again, the skin solid, slightly rough from work. The glamour was a good one. He looked entirely normal, save for his eyes which no glamour could hide. You could always tell a high-Seelie by their eyes. Even at night he carried sunglasses.

She stood and wiped the dust off her pants and stretched her arms, waiting to feel the tug of a pulled muscle or the ache of an unhealed cut or bruise but none came.

“What are you doing here, Michael? I thought you joined the Hunt.”

He pulled the end of a wallet chain from the pocket of his loose jeans. The metallic shine of a dogtag glittered at the end.

“It's been a year. We all promised...” his words trailed off, his eyes cast with memory, soft with sadness and a touch of fear.

“You have a new family now,” she whispered and turned away to see if there was anything salvageable about her motorcycle. She picked up her wrecked leather jacket, sadly fingering the ripped collar as she applied a glamour to hide the demon's bloodstains on her clothing. She wondered what excuse the humans would come up with to explain the wrecked street. An earthquake no one felt? A drive-by shooting that could somehow take down a powerline? Freak thunderstorm?

“Just because I joined the Hunt doesn't mean I've abandoned you,” he called. She spun around, her hands on her hips, the electricity in her eyes flashing with her mood.

“Where do you live, Michael? In the streets like Kai or Todd? Maybe you couch surf like Kyle or move from job to job like Naima? Do you know what it feels like to run? To have to hide?”

“That's not fair, Electra. I'm doing good work, keeping all of you safe.” He dropped her nickname for her given name in a tone that reminded her too much of her parents. She clenched her teeth.

“Is it? You live in an enchanted manor with your high-blood friends, hunting demons. You don't have to worry about the cops or the bounty hunters. You picked up and left your past behind.”

“None of you have to run. The court could protect you, take you in...”

“Really?” she interrupted. Her lips formed a tight line and his face paled. “All of us?”

“Giz... not everyone supports that law, social opinion is changing--”

“Bull, Michael. Gremlins aren't allowed in the Seelie Court. I've got bad blood, my kind has evolved and mutated to the point that we don't even have dreams of Heaven anymore. Your Seelie friends expect me to fight but refuse to legally admit my right to exist. I'm not even allowed to marry within the faerie world because my children could be even less angelic than I am.”

“Not everyone is like that.”

“But they don't fight it, either. You couldn't help me. And the others won't go with you out of principle. You sold out.”

He pulled the dogtag off his wallet chain and held it up. Her eyes were immediately drawn to the faint bloodstain on one corner. “Don't tell me what I feel. I remember what happened to us as well as you do. I was probed and stabbed and tested just the same as you. I remember the straight jackets, the medication that made me feel like my head was going to explode, the sedatives that trapped me in my body as my powers developed and nearly destroyed me from the inside out. I remember it every single day. I took four bullets keeping you and Naima safe. I have dedicated my entire life to making sure you stay safe. You're my family. I know where I came from.”

She turned away, her eyes closed, running her fingertips over the beaded chain that carried her dogtag, hidden low beneath her tee shirt. She tried to push the memories away. Her parents declaring her unmanageable and mentally disturbed when they could no longer write off her emerging powers as coincidence. The tall metal gates around the institution. The nurses and doctors with their needles and masks. The screaming of the others, some genuinely insane, others, like herself, kept as experiments. Prisoners. They had known exactly who and what she was. All she knew about them was that she had to get as far away as possible.

Michael cautiously touched her shoulder. “Come on, little sister.”

She felt tears in her eyes and she shrugged his hand away. Still, her shoulders drooped and she nodded. He slipped his sunglasses over his eyes and they walked past her ruined bike, the frame twisted and burned beyond recognition. No one would be able to trace it back to her. It wasn't registered anyway.

It wasn't long before she could feel the ground tremble beneath her feet as they passed over the nightclub, looking for the glamoured door that would take them below. She couldn't help but smile as Michael touched a stone wall and it gave way to a flight of stairs. The sidhe was not allied with either the Seelie or Unseelie court. They didn't care what type of faerie she was, where she was going or who she was meeting. If she paid her tab and kept out of trouble on club property, she was just as welcome as anyone else.

She could see the strobes and lasers before reaching the bottom of the stairs. The club was dimly lit, magic candles and orbs burned in every corner, casting the plush booths and couches in uneven, dancing shadows. Faeries were everywhere, lounging on the couches, drinking at the tables, dancing and weaving together on the dance floor. Some wore glamours, many did not.

The club was dotted with humans. She didn't look at them long. Most were curled like dogs on their faerie's lap or dancing with wide, wild eyes. They looked half-dead. Trapped. Some had been lured into the club by faeries. Most found it on their own. They were lost souls, people who gave up their lives to the faerie world, bargaining away their independence for a taste of magic and what they thought was love.

The music, an electronic remix of old-world rhhythms and live, ethereal singing was intoxicating. She glanced at the stage. A beautiful woman tossed her golden hair, the lights rippling off each strand and along her deep brown, feathered wings. Nothing drew a crowd like hosting a siren.

Michael nodded to a far corner of the room. She followed his gaze to three women sitting at a private table. At least one was a selkie, her brown leather jacket shining almost like silk under the laser lights. They were huntswomen. They nodded to Michael and eyed her with distrust then turned to whisper to each other. She clenched her jaw and let out a slow breath.

“I'm going to get a drink. Find the others?” She had to shout to be heard over the music. Michael nodded and disappeared into the crowd.

“How's your grandmother?” the bartender was talking to a tall, pale man with platinum blond hair and a Russian accent.

“Good enough, I suppose. She refuses to remove the chicken feet from her house, even though I tell her it will raise questions from the humans.”

“Yeah, the older they are, the harder they are to change. You still working the noon shift?”

She reached the bar and the bartender smiled.

“Hey Gizmo, long time no see, girl!”

“My usual, Sam.”

The bartender laughed, a forked tongue snaking once between his lips as he mixed her a blend of teas and magical herbs that would ease her tension. “But it's past midnight, Giz! Don't want you spawning.”

She took her drink, nearly crushing it in her grip. “Ha ha, very funny. Never heard that one before.” she took a long sip and let out a soft breath as her shoulders began to loosen. “You seen my family?”

“I think I saw Kyle a bit ago on the dancefloor. Raidne and Lorelei have been tearing it up out there all night. Even the chicks are going crazy.”

“Yeah, well, Kyle always did like the musical enchantresses.”

The bartender laughed again and she couldn't help but smile.

“Giz! Over here!”

She turned as Kai leapt into the air, sending up flares of cold fire and waving her to the other side of the club. She grabbed her drink and wove through the crowd, careful not to bump into the zombie-like humans pushing to get closer to the stage.

Naima nearly tackled her in a tight hug as she reached the table, the end of her long, white skirt damp as usual, her once long hair cropped short. Gizmo ran her fingers through Naima's hair and smiled. She shrugged and rolled her eyes with a smile.

“You couldn't have waited another five minutes, girl? I was getting serious game out there.” Kyle reached the table, stretching across one of the chairs, tossing her dark blond mane of hair back, making the braids and beads strung through her locks clink and dance.

“Pixie magic doesn't work on sirens, Kyle. She's stronger than you are,” Todd announced, a small light flickering in his eyes. A laser swirled across his arm, lighting the tattoo of a series of numbers on his shoulder. He had been at the institution so long he had never received an ID. They had permanently labeled him.

Kyle leaned across the table, her low-cut, layered tank tops scrunching and dipping, her eyes flashing mischief and danger as she looked through her bangs and came an inch off Todd's face. “Oh, I got a whole lot of magic that has nothing to do with being a pixie, baby.” She lingered a moment, her lips a hair's breadth off his, then she arched back into her chair and laughed. Todd's dark skin colored and he turned away with an angry grunt, barely concealing the quiver in his voice.

“Play nice,” Michael intoned.

Kyle's brow furrowed. “And you are?”

“Lay off him, Kyle,” Kai cut in.

Kyle opened her mouth but whatever she planned to say was cut short as all the lights in the club turned crimson red. Everyone fell instantly silent. The music cut off. The room shimmered as glamours were reapplied. The huntswomen in the corner stood, their hands on their swords. Strangers were coming.

“Cops.” Sam's voice echoed the word faintly in her mind. She glanced at her friends and knew they had heard it, too. In an instant they raced to the back of the club, pulling the false wall panelings aside, revealing a small safe room. They squeezed in and replaced the wall just as two policemen entered the club, shining flashlights, their hands already on their guns.

“Nobody move!” one shouted as the other walked to the bar and spoke to the bartender. Sam's face paled. A moment later the cop turned back to the crowd.

“We need everyone's full cooperation. A year ago a group of young mental patients escaped the Forest Lake institution and we have reason to believe at least one of them is here tonight. She is extremely dangerous. We will need to see all of your IDs and then ask you to vacate the premises immediately while we conduct a full search.”

“They don't know the truth,” Michael whispered as he peered out the tiny holes in the wall, his gem-eyes glowing even behind his sunglasses as he read them. “They're blind.”

“Good.” Todd pushed forward and bent down to see into the club. He started to glow and his eyes became twin sheets of pale gold light. He raised one hand and the cops fell silent and still. Two small orbs the same color as Todd's eyes danced silently in front of them. They watched the balls of light, transfixed. Slowly, the lights began to move. The cops followed without question. They were led back up the stairs and she knew Todd had taken them to the street. She didn't have to see what happened next. The balls exploded in twin rays of light, momentarily blinding the policemen, wiping their memory of the club and the people they were searching for. They would be dazed and bewildered, but unharmed.

Todd removed the wall panel and they stepped back into the club. The music started to play again. The patrons were unphased. It was as if nothing had happened.

“You've gotten stronger,” Naima stated. “I didn't know Will-o-whisp had such range.”

“It only works on people who don't know the truth,” Todd commented. “The more they don't want to see, the easier they are to dupe.”

“That's just about the entire world. Everyone has something they don't want to see,” Kyle remarked as she sat back at their table. Her hair parted slightly, revealing her ID tag, plaited deep in her hair. “Better to make up your own reality than face the truth.”

Sam walked over and set a tray of fizzing, lime green drinks on the table, a silent thank you for removing the policemen peacefully. There was a strict non-violence rule at The Sidhe, but that wouldn't have stopped some of the more aggressive trickster faeries from causing trouble for the cops.

“I'd rather know exactly what I'm dealing with. Ignorance is dangerous,” Michael rebutted.

“Yet sometimes it's beautiful,” Naima responded, touching her ID tag which was woven into a bracelet on her left wrist. “There are a few things I wish I knew nothing about.”

They each took one of the glasses, watching glamours melt off many of the faeries dancing around them, reshaping the crowd as wings and tails, hooves and extra limbs appeared.

They raised their glasses and Electra fingered her ID tag. Here's to the lucky blind, she thought as they toasted a year of freedom. But as she took a deep drink, throwing her head back as the liquid bubbled and slid down her throat, she grinned. But I'd rather live in reality.

Saturday, November 6, 2010

Storytime Saturday Part 2!

Alright, folks. Today's story is one I wrote for "Immortal Waking" in the Mardi Gras 3000 Player Handbook (available as a free download here.) It's for one of my very favorite Mardi Gras 3000 characters, Chariklo. Enjoy!

Chariklo (From "Immortal Waking")

The spotlights flared to life, blinding him, shattering the world. He closed his eyes. He spread his arms wide ... and dropped. He heard exclamations as the audience realized he had no safety line, no net. He continued to drop, a flash of white, even in his Human morph. He hit the ground and instantly morphed into his Intimate Form at the point of impact, bursting into the air in a cloud of mist like moonshine. The audience gasped collectively. Chariklo surveyed the crowd for a moment as he sank beneath the flooring, memorizing faces. Searching. Finding nothing.

:::Why do we see your Intimate Form every night but never your Ornate?::: Nue groused.

:::He doesn’t see his Intimate Form as private,::: Eshu cast with a shrug. His fingers flew through the air with his thoughts. The Humans considered him a kind of mime. They didn’t realize he didn’t know how to speak aloud.

Chariklo fastened the pearl mask over his eyes and fixed the collar of the costume he had hidden backstage. Neither Nue or Eshu understood why Chariklo insisted on living in his Human morph. The circus performers were masked, so he could present in Ornate Form, even when the rest of the crew were Human.

White One. Child Moon!

Chariklo ran his fingers through his white, straight, shoulder-length hair. His morph was albino. White, like his Ornate Form. All white.

Like his mother.

“Presenting … The Amazing Nue!” The ringmaster’s voice trembled. He pretended not to be afraid of Nue, but couldn’t mask the fear that sometimes crept into his voice.

:::Good luck, Nue,::: Mamitu cast as she walked backstage. Her Ornate Form looked like a circus costume, all sparkle and feathers. She was from Lhanor. Or Bei-Sel? Chariklo could never keep the Provinces straight. He only knew three of them, after all.

:::You could stop Nue’s grumbling, you know,::: Eshu cast.

Chariklo didn’t respond. Discomfort flashed across Eshu’s masklike face.

:::He is just curious about your Ornate Form. We all are, a bit. Why do you keep it hidden?:::

Chariklo turned to leave.

Yours is a story unbroken, repeated like the seasons. Like seed to husk.

:::You are so mysterious, Chariklo. We are your compeer.:::

Chariklo stopped for a moment and turned to face Eshu. The Celestial was not a child, but he had never seen the Grail. None of them had. Eshu, Nue, Mamitu. They had been Missionaries and teachers, torn from their lives to become soldiers. They had been trained to search for Xie’eln, but had never even seen It. Yet Eshu’s mask-like face reflected his determination. His hope.

Without replying, Chariklo walked away.

~*~

He was swimming in time again.

:::We could stay here, Eliena. We could start a family.:::

Chariklo watched them sitting together in the cool autumn air, running the fingers of their Human morphs through the soft sand. The sun was setting, the sky a brilliant swath of orange, red and purple. He wanted to reach out, touch them, but he couldn’t. He did not exist there.

:::Lynor... réian, he will find us. If we do not jump, he will catch us. It will never be safe to—:::

:::Eliena.::: His mother, the one of earth and sea, with a voice persuasive as magic. :::The trade was one jump gate for our firstborn, all-white child. In seven generations—perhaps more—the Elders had not known another such as you...::: He watched as Lynor tenderly ran her hand through Eliena’s hair and down her back. He yearned for that gentle touch. A mother’s touch. :::You are unique, perfect and rare as starfall on Katorr or moonless nights on Evareev. What are the chances we will have a child as rare as you?:::

His other mother, the white one, the one like him, watched the sea. She was a poet, a deep and passionate lover and thinker.

:::It is unlikely, but possible. And possible is risk enough.:::

Lynor shifted toward Intimate Form and Eliena followed her réian until they seemed no more than mist on the sand. Chariklo felt grief, familiar and heavy, like a stone in his chest. Lynor’s devotion, her belief in herself, in the two of them, would turn the tide of Eliena’s doubt. In another moment, Lynor would speak again and the cycle would begin anew. :::Why did we risk everything if not to live? To love?:::

Lynor’s words swept over Chariklo as they had a thousand times before. He never tired of being here, despite what Eliena’s answer would bring—the loss of everything he cherished and longed for in this world and any other.

The wheel of time was turning again, spinning with flashes of memory, of what was and what was yet to be. It was a gift, he knew, to see time this way. A gift from Eliena, the only other Celestial in seven generations to be all white, bone-white, moon-white—

Something was pulling at the edge of his consciousness, something distracting. No, he thought. I want to stay here …. Mist rolled in and engulfed him like an icy fist. On hands and knees, the wood beneath him pitched and rolled. Sea water sliced across the deck. Someone was screaming. Not here, he cried. Anywhere but here….

:::It is coming!::: Mamitu’s casting was pained and powerful. Chariklo’s gaze focused slowly on the room around him. Mamitu, doubled over in her dressing room chair, struggled to rise and move out into the open. He felt it now, a roiling, hurtling thing, ripping open the sky.

:::Chariklo!::: Eshu’s shout rocked Chariklo, throwing him out of the timestream. The red drapes of the tent swayed with the psychic energy of Eshu’s excitement and fear.

Chariklo stood and walked slowly toward entrance of the tent.

Mamitu zipped past him, a blur of color and motion, to ricochet from tent rope to tent top and then away.

The Terrapyres had already arrived. Nue was fighting fiercely, and he glowed with determination and rage. Eshu joined him. :::Chariklo!::: he cast, :::We need you!:::

Chariklo looked up. He knew what would happen. Which Terrapyres would die. What injuries his compeer would sustain. He took in the chaos around him as Eshu cast, :::Help me, Chariklo!:::

Chariklo looked up dispassionately at the Grail shining above them. It was much smaller than he’d imagined. Emotions washed over him from the warriors and the crowd: Fury, desire, fear.

:::Chariklo!::: Eshu’s cry was desperate now.

:::This is not my battle,::: Chariklo cast.

Then he turned his back, walked into the tent and knelt on the ground. He closed his eyes and willed himself to that seashore once more, as Nue’s screams, both emotional and audible, rent the air.

Saturday, October 30, 2010

Storytime Saturday

So recently I wrote that I wanted to start posting bits of story on Saturdays and asked which world you wanted to hear from. I didn't get many responses and none were definitive so... you get what you get, dear readers ;D You want something else next week, ask! :D

I'm posting the rough-draft prologue of the newest book I'm working on. Hopefully, when this new book is published and wildly successful, this blog will be a good example of what happens in editing.

The book is going to be the first in a series of modern urban fantasy books focusing on faerie, demon and angel mythology.

It's not finished, so anything here is subject to change (though it's still copywritten by me, so don't steal!) It's my first in the genre, so be kind! :)

Launa

Excerpt from "Selkie"
(I don't usually title my work until I'm done, so Selkie is a project codename.)

Prologue:

The sea shattered against the breakers, sending spray like gems into the air. She watched them intently. They glowed like sapphires in the moonlight. Moonlight was never more blue than it was here. Beside the sea. This sea. The portal back.

She crouched along the shore, the pebbles beneath her bare feet had been worn smooth from millennia of tumbling on the ocean floor. She reached out and brushed her fingertips along their smooth, hard surfaces. She had jars of them packed away beneath boxes of carefully wrapped shells and driftwood amulets collected from generations of walking the same beach. Each piece had been hand-selected. Each piece was hers. But these stones, here beneath her feet, were not. They were divine. A pathway heading out to the sea. A threshold she knew that, if she crossed, she may never cross again.

Tears slid across her cheeks and down her chin, dripping onto the back of her hand. She watched as it slipped across the drying blood on her arms, turning crimson before dripping to the ground, staining a white stone.

The battle was over but as the waves crashed and roared she could still hear the clang of swords and the blast of guns. She could still hear the screaming. The memory of holding a dozen fallen friends was permanently pressed against her skin, their weight still tangible. Not nearly as tangible, however, as the knowledge that all of their deaths had been her fault.

She crept forward and ran her hand through the shallows. The water clung and pooled around her long fingers, welcoming and possessive at the same time. She shuddered, not from the wind or the cold of the sea, and stepped back. Her hands shook as she clenched the collar of her brown leather jacket. It would be so easy to leave. The depths of the sea would wash away her fear and pain. Would wash away what she had done.

She closed her eyes and a shock of pain rippled through her body, curling her in on herself and fresh tears streamed down her face. Lorenna. Her body shattered on the battlefield, her eyes wide, her hand stretched out, reaching for her. Lorenna hadn't been truly killed. Her body would disappear and she would be reborn from the sea. But for all intents and purposes, she was dead. No one knew when she'd return or what would happen to the Homestead with her gone.

Come back... Come back...

The grief was too much to bear. The whisper danced on the wind and encircled her like a long time friend beckoning to her, calling her to peaceful oblivion, setting a longing in her heart she couldn't deny. She would come back. But by the time she did the world would be different and her mind would be at peace.

She ran. She didn't hesitate anymore. She broke through the shore line, no longer feeling the cold and dove into the waves. The water couldn't drown her. The rocks wouldn't crush her. The sea wanted her back and she was happy to return.

The moment she was completely submerged, her skin warmed and her leather jacket melded against her skin. An instant later, her mind went blissfully blank and all she knew was the cold oblivion of the sea.

~*~

The storm flashed across the night sky, streaking the long gray clouds with lightning. The trees danced in the wind, flowing and rippling. The high french windows were thrown open, the rain falling past the balcony, soaking the carpet. The scent of roses and saltwater filled the air. It wasn't a natural storm. It was magical. An omen. A woman closed her eyes and took a deep, lingering breath, lost in memory.

“Lorenna?”

Lorenna turned slowly from the window. Despite her human form, it was impossible to mistake her as mortal with the raging storm behind her. Her long dark hair remained motionless in the wind, every wave perfectly in place. Her dark leather jacket and sleek leather pants shone with raindrops that sparkled like diamonds. Her eyes glittered like amber stone, hard and fierce, rippling with power.

A soft knock on her door broke her concentration.

“Yes, Delilah?” she called without turning from the window.

“Cassie's having a fit. Says one of the old ones is coming out of the sea.”

Delilah stood, rocked back on her heels, her hands in the pockets of her loose jeans, her shoulders tense with anticipation. Where Lorenna was ethereal and otherworldly, Delilah was completely grounded. She sat heavy on her feet, connected permanently with the earth. Her face, though smooth as if with youth, was unreadable and ageless, defying all attempts at classification. Her shocking, icy blue eyes burned with reality and sensibility.

Lorenna turned back to the window. Her voice remained steady, almost emotionless. “Is it her?”

Delilah's breath caught in her throat and she looked at her sneakers. “I don't know. Cassie doesn't say. She's been gone for thirty years but... I feel it. I feel her close.”

Lorenna nodded slowly. “Yes. I'll call together the Hunt. We'll find her.”

Lorenna swept out of her room without looking at Delilah. She was already fixed on the next task.

Delilah stood alone in the doorway, staring at the storm. Her unreadable mask melted and her face softened. She closed her eyes and drew the sweet air over her tongue and rocked her head to the side. She pulled a spun-silver chain out from under her shirt and ran her fingers over a thin, white-gold band dangling at the end. She could feel it coming again. The cycle beginning anew. She could barely breathe.

In the distance, the horns signaling the Hunt flooded the air.

She brought the ring to her lips and kissed it once before tucking it back beneath her shirt and running down the hall to join Lorenna.

Monday, October 25, 2010

A Quick Question (And Some Shameless Birthday Plugging)

Hey everyone, just a quick note: I want to make Saturdays "Storytime Saturday" and post short stories from one of my universes (Mardi Gras 3000, Leather Ladybird, Areane or new projects.) Anyone have any requests for the first story? Which universe do you want to hear from? Or do you want something completely new? (like from the series I'm working on now?) I love reading behind-the-scenes shorts by authors and I figured this was as good a place as any to sneak in little surprises for my fans :D

Also... November 15th? Yeah, it's my birthday. I've been asked by a few people what I want, so I made them a wishlist! For all those people who want to support an insane (and tragically under-funded) author, here's the link ;) : http://www.amazon.com/wishlist/2RIVH35CLVMSP/ref=cm_sw_r_fa_wl_BJGXmb187GHNB

Thanks! Talk to you all again soon :D!

Launa

Friday, October 22, 2010

I Turn Into Gollum at 4AM or My Adventures with Procrastination

Yep. It's been a month since my last post. I should feel guilty. Like an utter failure for saying I was going to post regularly and then stopping after only a couple weeks. I could blame this on a number of things but the truth is simple: I'm lazy. It's actually a real problem. "I'm going to write 2,000 words tonight!" very quickly turns into dozens of rounds of internet anagram games I already have the high score on. (Unless, of course, I have a deadline from my publisher. I always meet my deadlines. Mostly because my publisher would kill me with a spork, feed me to a hungry lion and revive me just before digestion and force me to meet my deadline if I didn't.)

I try to fight the laziness and procrastination. I really do. I'm up until dawn every day anyway (because I'm freakishly nocturnal) so I have no excuse not to finish projects, have a sparkly clean house and a stack of finished paintings. I don't have anyone calling me. I don't have employers bugging me about my numerous day jobs. I even close the blinds so I can't be nervous about ghost children looking in at me through the huge windows in my living room. But most nights I sit on my couch, glancing between my exercise equipment and "The Office" reruns and slowly crumble into a mass of frazzled hair, bloodshot eyes and honey (from the peanut butter/honey sandwiches I suddenly crave at 3AM). I'm sure I look something like this:



After a while my cat sits on my stomach and stares at me like this:



And I just know she's judging me, which makes me cranky because I'm silently filled with suppressed shame at my procrastinating self and she's making it harder to suppress said shame. Which just means I look like this:



Finally I push my cat off my lap, pick up my computer (which has been sitting on the floor, my file open and ready for hours) and angrily try to plunk out a few paragraphs. Not long after I realize I have no freaking idea who my characters are and return to my outline and start messing with things. Depending on the time of night, this may end up dramatically altering the plot of my story and, often, leads to my single book becoming a series. I think I'm incapable of just writing one book. The story either becomes a short story or a series. Sometimes my series even become a series of series. (Try saying that ten times fast.) But, as the sun is rising and I know I either have to go to bed or just not sleep, all I've finished is a detailed outline for a series of books that I know will change again by the time I wake up and start thinking clearly again.

It's a miracle I've finished any books at all, let alone published them. I have a theory that I'm only able to finish them on the nights I eat so much chocolate I slip into a sugar coma and I'm possessed by the ghost of the drug addicts that used to haunt the basement of the house I grew up in and they write my stories. Obviously they all were fascinated with young adult fantasy. (can you tell I'm writing this very early in the morning, with a bit of a fever?)

Comics are different. I can actually focus on a comic (probably because there are so many little parts to each comic that my attention can keep flitting back and forth between useful things instead of between my book and the window I'm sure a ghost is waiting behind.) Still, if it gets late enough, I end up making strange decisions with the artwork that ends with me bashfully trying to tell my editor saying things like "The image is very striking, but she doesn't look like she's screaming in fear, Launa. I don't think that's what you're going for." and I blush and vow never to work so late at night again.

Still, as I bounce on my giant exercise ball at midnight and feel proud of myself for at least giving my legs a work out, I realize that spastic procrastination is and probably will always be a part of my life. After all, I get all the necessary things in life done. I go to work. I meet my deadlines. I even have a mildly thriving little herb garden. So, like the chick I saw on TV who likes to eat chalk, if it's not killing me, I don't think I'll feel guilty about it. And my cat likes to throw herself against windows, so who is she to judge?

Thursday, September 23, 2010

My New Comic Book Cover!

Hey everyone, look what I've got! :D



The cover to my first comic book in the Leather Ladybird series "Steel Chrysalis: In the Beginning" releasing October 23rd!

A little description off the back:

"In the war between immortals, humans are not helpless.

Terrapyres are the children of Fallen Angels looking for redemption. Their Christianity is passionate and wild. they search for the HOLY Grail that pure Angels have thrown into space-time.

Celestials are four dimensional entities, masters of quantum mechanics. When the Grail threatens their existence, They come to earth to destroy it.

The battle between Terrapyres and Celestials is the heart of the Mardi Gras 3000 universe… but the immortals are not the only ones who struggle. The divine speaks to everyone who will listen and his warriors come in all flavors of hero.

Strawberry is an orphan, a computer-whiz and a master hacker. She’s also the keeper of a personal secret, a personal history that may be as dark as night… or that moment before dawn.

Darlin’ is an ex-military heavy weapons specialist, a woman of fierce elegance, sharp beauty, and unwavering loyalties. She’s knows who she is… but wonders who she’s meant to be.

Both women are Human, living their unique and separate lives in the near future. But their paths are set on a collision course when they’re called to save the life of a stolen child. The darkness they’ll face together will make and remake them, creating a partnership that will shake their reality."

What do you guys think?

Thursday, September 9, 2010

For the Love of the Work

Right now I'm working four jobs. I'm a nanny. A club promo rep. A waitress. A writer. Sounds intense? Yeah, it is. When I was younger I thought I would write, publish a book or two and maybe have a job on the side and my life would be set. As I got older and started publishing, of course, I realized it normally works the other way around. I scrimp and save, bust my back and go days without sleep to support my writing and art. Don't get me wrong, I still believe that one day I'll have written and published enough that it will be able to support me. Or at least cover a major portion of my bills. But for now I sacrifice to the point of falling apart to bring my stories to the world. To practice sketching and painting until I can put what's bouncing around in my head onto canvas. Because I believe that bringing art to the world is worth it.

I learned early in life that some of the most important and meaningful things take the most work to accomplish. Yes, some amazing things come easily. But that's the exception. To do what you really love, to touch people, you have to work. It takes scheduling, dedication, a willingness to accept and sort criticism, a willingness to stand up for the unpopular if it's what you believe, study and a very thick skin. You have to know it's what you want and believe so thoroughly in yourself and what you're saying that you're willing to put up with the hardships that come along with it. Because if you don't, it's no longer worth it.

Recently someone said to me "Oh, Launa, you had such good grades in school. If only you'd gone to college you could be really educated now." I sat and stared at her for a long time. It has been assumed that because I chose to delay college to intern and work at a publishing house and start training as a comic book artist that I am uneducated and have no idea what I'm doing. That I made the wrong choice choosing to work so hard to be able to make writing an integral part of my life when I could have just gone to college and started a career that would make me enough money to live comfortably. I couldn't figure out quite how to say that living comfortably wasn't a major goal in my life. I don't mind working hard. I don't mind having to keep myself in check and on schedule. I value a "street" education more than a professional one. Yes, one day I want a diploma. I want to train and hone my skills. And I have mad respect for people who work hard and earn that certificate or diploma. But spending years working in a small publishing house, being trained in nearly every aspect of the publishing industry, felt more like an education than anything I learned in college.

It all comes down to your love for the work and the value of finding that thing you feel passionately about, that skill or talent or trade where you feel you do something good for the world. Where you contribute. That thing that makes all the bad or hard things in your life worth it. Because everyone has something and once you find it? That's when you really start living.

Wednesday, September 1, 2010

The Obligatory Introduction aka Hello World! Yes I'm Trying This Again

Welcome to my official author blog! If you've been following me for some time, you'll know this isn't my first attempt... On the whole twitter and its 140 characters or less system of writing has been the only one I can regularly keep up. But as my books kick into gear again, with a newly released anthology I figured I'd give it another try.

For those of you who don't know, I'm the author of "The Areane Journals," a series of character-driven, high fantasy young adult books and a contributing writer for the Mardi Gras 3000 line, an amazing multiverse built by professional writers, gamers, comic book designers and, of course, the fans!

Recently there was a fascinating discussion zipping through hyperspace about love triangles in young adult fiction. As a long time believer in complicated relationships of all kinds of fiction, I followed it across social networking sites and couldn't help but smile. The first time I read my rough drafts of "The Areane Journals" to my friends and family, I was physically threatened (being chased around the kitchen by a sister with scissors leaps to mind) many times because of the twisted relationships and tragedies I grind my characters through. I think every author is a bit of a sadist, making characters people can love/become intrigued with then laughing to ourselves as we drag them through every trauma imaginable. And as we know, nothing causes trauma and drama more than love. As Sarah Rees Brennan (who has an amazing blog, btw) "I do not believe in happily ever afters. The most I go for is 'happy for now, maybe, what's that ominous sound?"

Love means you're emotionally invested to the extreme. Whether romantic love, familial love or (my personal favorite) chocolate love, you are always bound for some kind of trouble. And as reality TV and the nightly news will prove, people love their trouble and drama. No one writes novels about simple happy times. Short stories and poems, maybe, but not books. That's why they *end* with "And they lived happily ever after.' (Though, personally I don't believe it and would be very bored if my life ever included that phrase. It kind of implies that nothing changed for the rest of their lives. How dull.) If there's not a twist, some love triangle (or pentagon. Or hexagon), unrequited love, personal trauma, betrayal or good old fashioned torture involved it doesn't tend to hold my interest. (In books, of course... I don't want to be tortured in real life. And love triangles may be fun to write, but they're misery to live through.)

Not that I don't think love can last. I absolutely do. I just think there will always be problems. The stronger your characters, the more likely they'll be to disagree with each other at some point, especially after marriage. When the princess marries her prince and then realizes he doesn't flush and flicks his toenails when he clips them and snores and his best friend hates her. And, of course, he realizes that every time she sings woodland creatures traipse through the house and the wicked stepmother keeps stopping by for hand outs and she eats brains (you know, if the princess turned out to be a zombie.) which is a nightmare for PR. Which leads to a rift in society. Which leads to a persecution of ALL zombies, even those who don't eat brains. Which causes mass hysteria and (one of my very favorite bringers of trauma) angry mobs. Let fester for a decade or two. Then it's time for a new story about a young zombie, living in a militant, anti-zombie world on the run because of her love of eating her own!

That's life, my friends. There is no happily ever after. There is no end, really. Only beginnings in new phases of our lives. We upgrade, Launa 2.0, and the problems grow or shift or, in some cases, mutate and we start all over again, hopefully a little stronger, a little more prepared.

It is this transformation that I find so immensely fascinating, especially in young adult fiction. The teen years are one big mass of upgrades and mutations all muddled together in a broth of emotions that aren't found at any other time in a person's life. I find this inspirational. Especially when it's written as it happens in real life: through trial.

So yes, I love the love triangles. (Though... in real life they really, really stink). And I love family drama. (Though again... I could live without it in RL). But I love even more when the story goes beyond those issues. How does the love triangle play out? And once it's resolved, what then?

The writing will never be finished, my friends. I'm getting excited just thinking about it. And if you want, you can come along for the ride with me.

Launa